Hello Ninja and Trouble,
It’s been a long while since I’ve submitted, but there wasn’t a Sunday that went by that I didn’t want to. Things have been rough lately and I haven’t been in the position to really take pictures at all, but things are getting better and I finally have something I am happy enough with to share with you two.
Throughout my life I never had a security blanket, or pillow, or toy that I needed to take everywhere with me to feel safe. Since we moved so much, I was never able to hold onto anything long enough to grow attached to it. Then I met (and started dating) a boy that sparked a change. I moved in with him and his family, and they’ve lived in the same house since before he was born. His mother gave me this blue turtle, appropriately named after him, to always remember him when we’re apart. I do not feel some connection to it, but it is nice to have something to cuddle up to when he isn’t there.
The turtle isn’t the only thing I have to make me feel some sort of “security”. My NN black band has become a part of me, and I take it with me everywhere I go. It helps me feel like I belong to something bigger than myself and my relationship. It reminds me that I am a part of a community of incredible, open-minded, sexual deviants like myself.
Anyways, these aren’t “toys” necessarily, but when I read toys it was the first thing that popped into my mind. I hope you two have a lovely summer.
That is extremely adorable and so sweet of your boys Mom. I know how nice it is to feel welcome and have something to hold on to when you’re lonesome. I’m a big pillow cuddler so I can imagine how nice it would be to have something soft to specifically hold close and bond with. I’m really happy to see you on back on SS, I’m glad you had time to share. Thanks for showing off your NNBB and I hope to see you again soon.