I did not just want to come home and go to bed, after a long night at work all I wanted was a way to relax. she texts me every couple weekends, asking for me to come and party with her. I usually find an excuse or a fair reason to not meet up, we first fucked nearly a year ago. it was in an alley about a week after I had my heart broken, a combination of the first taste of cocaine and meaningless sex was appealing then. I met up with her last night at a house party, I was too late to get to the bar she was at on time, but she bought me a beer and snuck it out and brought it for me. We had fun dancing in the kitchen with a mix of old and new friends, we snuck off to smoke some cigarettes and the whole time her eyes were begging me to kiss her. I held my ground mostly cause i’m not that easy, after the partied dwindled down to less than a dozen I told her that we should get going and to go grab her jacket. 

She persisted that we go to her house because she had to work at noon the next day, and i had to work at 3:30. I thought the least I could do was go to her bed, then I realized that at her house I could leave when ever I wanted, and sometimes it’s a bit harder to get someone else out of your bed. I’m normally completely against making out in cabs, but since our companionship was completely meaningless I thought I could toss that rule out the window. I had my hand on her thigh and she kissed at my neck every time I turned away to ask her a question about anything. when we got to her house we smoked another cigarette together sticking our heads out her bedroom window watching the snow fall. After tossing the cigarette to the ground two floors beneath us we noticed it was after 4 in the morning and decided to not waste any more time. She laid back in my arms and we made out while i explored her body with my hands, she was soft and smooth and warmed my hands nicely. I undid her pants and slid my hands in between her legs happy to feel her all ready wet after a few minutes of kissing. She slid my sweater off my arms and lifted my shirt over my head, kissing again at my neck and on my chest. I unclasped her bra and and quickly pulled her shirt off and sucked on her tits, I squeezed them together and kissed her nipples hard and soft. She turned her hips and leaned into me on her knees, raising her ass in the air signaling me to pull her pants off, I obeyed but left her thong on, she quickly slid it off and mounted me. She fumbled with my belt like most girls do, and I helped her undo my buttons to hurry up the process. She got up to turn the lights off and i took off the rest of my clothes and knelt on her bed jerking off waiting for her mouth, she crawled to me and put my dick in her mouth. She has kept her appeal to me for a few reasons, one because she is very cute, cute in the way that i could pick her up and put her in my pocket. She’s sexy in the way that her eyes tell me she wants to fuck every time I see her. And most importantly after my break up she swallowed my dick completely when I needed it the most. I grabbed her hair in my fist and started telling her how good her mouth felt, she pushed my dick down her throat and choked herself gasping for breath as she jerked me off, I told her to make my dick as wet as her pussy is. I pulled her knees to the side so I could play with her pussy and keep my dick in her mouth. I opened up her lips and slid two fingers inside tilting them upwards and pulling her towards me, she moaned and moved her mouth faster up and down my dick. I grabbed her hips and pulled her higher on the bed, and dived into her pussy doing circles around her clit she had both hands on my head holding me just how I like to be. I jerked myself off again and sucked on her clit making her squirm.I knelt back and told her to get a condom, she quickly jumped up and made her way to her dresser where she opened a fresh box of condoms telling me that they were a gift. a strange part of random sex is there is always the reminder of the person fucking other people. Either the box is open all ready meaning that they have used them maybe recently, or the box is fresh meaning they had to get new ones cause they used them all. Either way i think you have to be comfortable with fucking someone who’s fucking some body else, that’s how you keep your heart out of it.

She handed me the condom and I grabbed her by the back of the head and pulled her into my dick, I said that i wanted her to swallow me one more time before i fuck her. She obeyed and I spit on my hand and rubbed it on my dick before sliding the condom on. She laid back and spread her legs like a book, normally when i use that analogy I picture one of my favorite books that I keep safe on my shelf. last night it felt more like a library rental than I’ve ever felt before. I slid myself inside her and held her close, I know we’re not doing this for passion, and we’re not doing this for intimacy. I don’t bother looking in her eyes but grab her ass and pull her close to me as i fuck her hard against the bed. She’s got her nails in my back and breathes heavy in my air, saying my name and meaning it. I take my self out and pull her legs to the side so she goes onto her knees, she has a very nice ass and I wanted a change of view. I spit on my hand on spread it on her pussy and entered her from behind, she arched her back and put both hands on her wall to push her self against me. I grabbed her hips and pulled her into me watching her ass shake with each thrust. I pushed her shoulders down so her ass was high up in the air then leaned my body into hers so she was flat on her stomach, I grabbed her hair to move it away from her face and smirked as she looked back at me. I wrapped my arm around her neck placing her throat between my forearm and bicep. i pulled her back and kept driving myself into her. I took my dick out of her pussy and told her that i wanted her to fuck me, I laid down and she quickly jumped on top placing me back inside of her. I let her ride me having control for a few minutes before I wanted to take it all back. she is so tiny it felt like nothing to hold her in my arms and drive myself into her. I told her to kneel on my chest so that i could have all of her weight on my body, I squeezed her body tight against me and fucked her as hard as I could, she swore and said she was going to cum, she told me to cum with her. I took her suggestion and when her moans turned to screams I relaxed and came hard enough for the whole experience to be worth it. she fell into my arms and rolled to my side placing her on the bed, I was breathing heavy and told her my heart was beating fast, I thought about mentioning that it’s been a while since I fucked but i thought if she asked how long, two weeks might not seem like enough. She said she wanted to get water and I needed to get rid of the condom, so she put on a t-shirt and i walked naked behind her to the bathroom. When I got back to her bedroom it was after 5 in the morning, I finished the cup of water and crawled into bed, I told her i can’t wait for sunday. she asked why and I told her because I’ll be able to sleep in, she said oh me too, then we paused realizing that we’d be doing it separately and that is the way I wanted it. She told me that we should high five to celebrate our great sex, I slapped her hand and relaxed thinking at least tonight I’ll have a body to hold on to.

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